I have a plan. Firstly, I’m going to stop thinking too far into the future and concentrate on now. I am going to revise so hard and start to eat and exercise healthily. I am going to turn a negative situation into a lesson and stay positive. Every day I’m going for a walk. One minute further each day so I can try to overcome my anxiety/ fears. When I go back to school in September I will be healthier and have more knowledge. This will increase my confidence and I’d love to start going back to Karate classes again or begin a proper drama course. And by the time I leave secondary school in a year’s time, I will be happy, out-going and be aware of my strengths as well as my weaknesses. I’ll overcome my demons and (this is so fucking cheesy but I’m trying to be positive and self-motivating) turn them into my friends who will have taught me lessons. Then, I’ll consider college but for now I need to build my confidence and beliefs from scratch and have a positive mind. And if I don’t get the grades I want then I’ll be happy I tried. I’ll keep on learning and I will never stop. Everything happens for a reason, in my opinion, and I’m going to take advantage of that. I’m never going to give up. Ever.